Unreal

Popping a cherry. Is like sexual assault. It should only be with people who are married To each other. When it happened to me It was when I was twelve By a pedophile Who my mom was fucking. For three years and my sister Who was only nine years old. So sex has never felt like love to me. It has always felt like rape. And probably more so since considering I was never married. And probably never will. Guys don't ask to marry me. They just ask for sex. It's not as romantic. Does that seem like true love to anyone? I have a daughter. Neither of us ever really had a father. But it should be her choice. Virgins don't want sex. How could anyone want something they don't know or understand? There is no desire. Just to be loved & cared for.