Unrequited

i laugh and act like nothing's wrong

i've never felt that I belonged

when did my feelings cut so deep?

the only way I know, is when he make my knees go weak

when did my innocence disappear?

i ended up leaving my defence over there

i missed the way it use to be

before things between us got strange

but he just doesn't feel that change

fuck, why can't I take a hint

why do I keep pulling this stint?

i can't help but think about it

when he around me or when I'm by myself

it's a forbidden love,

it's not one that we can share

i don't need a translation

i just know I'm not your preferred sexual orientation