Unrequited first love

Deep down I thought you loved me too! I was blindfolded in love to believe you which a blunter.

You were just using me as an entertainment.Having fun with how I was pathetic.Now I know where I stand.

II am having too many regrets because of you.I have wasted all my teenage because of how you kept under your nose only to throw me away.The pain miserable.I want to erase those memories all at once.I am trying my level best not to keep bitching you and move on.Searching for myself, striving to fulfill my goal.So that I can prove to myself that I am not a failure anymore.