unsure

I wonder daily if im a masochist

or maybe im just addicted to your indifference

I hate the way you make me cry 

but it seems i love the way you lie

The more i persist 

the more you resist 

Does it matter who's to blame 

the end result is still the same

You're never gonna be tame

thought you were a desperaodo 

i was wrong though

You just couldn't let that thot go

now i need to learn to survive this life of mine

hopefully i'll be just fine

time to say goodbye to my boo

learn to navigate in a world that doesn't revolve around you 

feel like i'm on the edge of a cliff 

can sense the freedom

unsure how to take the first step 

afraid to get lost in the abyss