Until we meet again

Until we meet again Hopefully our meet in great will come not a tragedy but peace I think about a lot mommy been feeling quite alone since you left in the physical form I just want to give you one last hug here you tell me I love you pookie but ill never get that until I depart from earth if you could I wished you could read each structure word for word poem to here my emotions come to terms a mother's love is all a young guy needs your wisdom is deeper than my poetry with your departure my heart never fully got closure just in pain thinking about Christmas eve 2006 worst day for me .even as bad as losing my dad I controlled my temper my mood is still cold as a 1990's winter sink in deep praying I will find my way in grace to tell you thank you back then for putting me in my place even as a teen when I was a runaway wondering in circles scared to grow up being down the taught me to be real with myself seek spiritual worthy guiding help sometimes in gods house or reading a page out his book those verses left me shook I'm glad grew into my looks not living like a con as a crook you were more as my best friend Until we meet again