until your me

there is a reason i lock my heart away. Put the cold shoulder up to those that try and pave a way.

My mind is a constant battle played condemed with the burden of past reflection everyday and its tired of seeing the pain replayed.

No im not an angel placed on this earth or a devil trying to repeat a sinners curse

but i am a human trying to get by with this body and soul that keeps me alive.

I was broken and never replaced now i where a fake smile to hide the trace

that a man can make a women hurt this bad. Im saying somethings that others may never understand.

but its truth spoken before your eyes. Before a lie seeps through my lips id rather die and be known for the honesty i give

then be looked at with a judgmental disposition and judged by the words i have spoken and written.