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I did it! 

At last 

triumphant 

Fuck pasts 

Mistakes 

that I’ve had 

Put her on block 

She isnt a thought 

Inside my mind

Back in the times 

Where innocence 

Laid so heaven  

Sublime 

Is gewgaw 

What I’m God? 

Useless and with flaws 

I hate it wen she lie 

The future is 

Us 

It’s u in the us 

That I cannot trust 

You play me 

You crazy 

And get mad when I fuss 

You scream I’m unjust, well

Take all my rage 

Take all my lust 

Take all the pain

You drove me insane 

Inside of my brain 

When winter flows in 

Insanity breaches 

Remember sleeping on 

Streets and the beaches 

Fighting off rats 

Fighting the cracks

Heads and babies 

Won’t ever look back 

Crashing my pain 

In a brand new Maybach

Fuck my therapist 

Fuck these pills 

Never wife a bitch 

Turn your heart to steel 

My niggas ridicule 

They say I look for peace 

On bar stools 

A dunk hermit 

Always preaching sermons 

But can never learn 

From his torment 

Finding new vices 

Instead I bathe in ices 

If u see the shine will you think I’m fine 

I’m barely going 

Feeling like wanderer 

Wandering wondering 

When in pain I let it sing 

Let it rain 

With all the shame 

I cannot blame 

Why she aint stay 

And I’m to blame 

The memories won’t go away 

Hooked on a drug called unrequited 

The last soul that I could confide in 

If I was down she was fighting 

Now she’s remains in hiding