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I'm not angry, I'm sad It's not that I don't understand, it's that I don't want to I'm not naive.... I just give the benefit of the doubt way too often. I'm not scared of you, I'm scared of myself I don't love to hate, I just hate to love!! I'm not pissed off, I've just been pissed on way too much .. It's not that I don't believe you, I can't .... It's not that you love to easily, its that I'm so hard to love.. It's not wrong, it's just not quite right It's not the emptiness that bothers me, it's all those things I know that could fill it...... Its not need, it's desire It's not love, it's lust.... ITS NOT YOU, ITS ME it's not here that's scary, it's out there ... It's not black , it's just not quite white... It's not new, It's just new to me... It's not so easy to fall, but it's real hard to stand back up. It's not who you love, It's how you love that matters..