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Breaking me down or pulling me up? I should be being pulled up, but that is not the case.. She doesn't know. She doesn't care. The criticizing. The hurt. My feelings. It does not have a purpose. No one listens or takes action. Nobody will help me. But why? I don't know anymore... Who to go to when I need help? No one. I have nobody but myself. No real friend to help. Oh how I long for that person... I try to explain it, but no being will understand my heart, my life. A loving family, but no comprehension. But there's my friends right? Not likely... Can I find that friend to trust? All they do is fight back. Can't you just listen? I want to be heard! I know you, and you can't listen. You never show interest. Love. Hate. The careless, hopeless heartbreaks. I know you don't know it. I don't think you ever will. It's no use.. I will stop trying, stop caring. I will walk through this lonely world. I flaunt the smile. I hide the hurt. I will love, care, and live the life I would want in return. Wishing you would get me... But it's over now. I've given up. Not on life, but being cared for!