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Help me !

I dont know what to do anymore,

Or where to go.

Everywhere i go,

Something just has to go wrong.

Then everyone looks at me with pitty in their eyes. 

My feeling start consuming deep inside with pure pressure 

Deep darkness desends in my head.

Feels like nobody will ever understand.

It feels like i cant breath.

like all od a sudden ive forgoten to do the most simplest thing on earth.

I can feel it in my throat.

As the teardrops fall down one by one,

Like if their racing to the bottom of my face.

I begin to shake as if i was put in a freezer.

I cant escape my mind.

Turns out you can actually get eaten alive by your own thoughts.

Who knew !!!

As i start to mumble out the words

"Im sorry please forgive me "

your back is already towards me.

You begin to walk away from me.

I knew you weren't staying after ive told you

About the "deed " i have done.

but all i could mumble out is 

" Im sorry "