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I feel like I'm in need of something 

Need to stop the needle pumping 

Hear a knock and flee from nothing 

Fear a lot but flee from nothing 

Tears will drop I see em coming 

Leer me off cerebral dungeons 

Here we are just need your lovin 

Seems so far but keep on runnin 

Deemed afar is me and you 

Seems so hard to seam the two 

Taking blame and adding tolls 

For playing games he can't control

Stay the same don't pass or fold 

But changing ain't the baddest road 

Self conflicted deals of pain

Went for different...feels the same 

Coldest nights of sweat and tears 

Close your eyes and shed your ears 

No surprise...11 years 

The old divine(god) embedded gears 

Controlled my mind for heavens ears 

To override my set of steers 

A broken past of faded thoughts 

An open gash engrained with art 

I'm holding back the faint of heart 

No "homes" intact I strayed afar 

No going back I'm way too far 

I hold the past as stainless bars 

Using lies became an option 

You denied my claims were honest 

You and I obtained a stoppage 

You were my own way of stopping 

Saving souls except for mine 

I'll take the toll that's left you cryin

I'll wait for yours while left in mine 

And paints the walls with separate lines

If final days are close to come 

Please find a way to hold your tongue 

And I would say to open up 

Cause brighter days are close enough 

For you....