Never live with malice 

Living in a fantasy like Alice 

U plus me and our own palace 

Your not a a target but I  prey like a mantis 

Love lost like Atlantis

Pain took advantage

love scars without the bandage 

Pills to manage?

 Blunts to vanish 

Cursed to love 

To fly with u like doves

Often a dub  

I starve for the attention 

Your presence   Substains the pain

I lost u in vain 

A friendship rekindled the sane 

Feelings crushed on tracks to the train

It’s all the same 

Your love I wanted to tame 

Our love I wanted to frame 

But there is no end game

A thought to an assumption 

Leaves To pain with eruption 

Petty the corruption 

Lost my function

But words stay silent 

Cause not talking Is pain  in every moment

Sorrow is potent

But a friendship is content 

I’m just hesitant