(Untitled) For the Love of it All

As I stare upon the big white wall I think to myself constantly,

will she ever love me? will I ever love myself enough to let her?

Immediately I begin to fold as my stomach turns to gruesome pains

like it's been tainted by bad meat, what is this feeling in my gut?

I force myself to unfold, I grow stronger and ignore whatever pain that kills me slowly

God please help me to be a better me, he reaches down his hands and shows me the 

correct path 10,000 times over, 

He whispered do not fear my child, I have never given you the ability to fear I've only 

shown you greatness and instilled it within you.

At that moment I jump up in excitement, the only approval I've ever really longed for 

has to come to me, and now I feel unstoppable

I stare her in her many faces as she has quite a few, I gently speak "I will conquer you"

from the images my pencil scribbles, to the words my pen dribbles, to the music I've 

fallen in love with, to the art that I've known for most of my life, She is the love of my 

life and she has quite a few faces but I won't be afraid to love her out in the open as I 

have behind closed doors. She loves me as well because she told me so, she was just 

for me to realize myself first.