untittled

When loving someone could go wrong it make it hard to love again I loved like my hear was perfect never broken n never hurt and never cold 

But I can’t pretend that it wasn’t my love isn’t perfect but it’s damn sure worth it I won’t  say I’m the perfect gf but ik I’m inperfectly perfect giving my all love not caring weather you ran it over n hurt it  

Expressing how I feel isn’t Always me but with U I find  ways 

When I first seen u it was like walking on clouds with god n it’s not that I’m in love with your body (which I am )it was the feeling your presence gave to me something unknown to a person who craves hurt 

When I cry my tears stain my eyes bc I think about times I could loose u or the things you could leave me for 

My heart beats a thousand miles per hour when I hear your voice and my checks turn red when u say your name 

Now I don’t cry I feel it weak but with u weakness is not what I worry about 

Protection, affection, love, and express is what I crave when I’m with u I become a better person the kind of person that look forward to the future 

Wanting to believe in the love I write n crave about 

But with those feeling come my trust issues , anxiety, and fears 

I have anxiety that you will leave or I will fuck up 

 Then my trust issue and fears I have been hurt that when I fight my urgues I’m doing so to love u rite 

So I’m asking can u be patient 

Take your time and let me love u rite bc even though I’m a good gf I’m a hurt human trying to love like I was never broken