Unwanted

The difference now

From before

This was unwanted

I laid bleeding on the floor

I try not to think

Of that dreadful night

The night I let someone lie

I let him come inside

I let him tear me apart

Limb from limb

I let him leave me there

Staring off to no where

Wishing it would all end

This chapter of my life

It started a few months back

I remember it like it was yesterday

He lied his way into my life

That should have thrown up a red flag

But I listened to everyone else

I let down my guard and invited him in

I started to believe I needed new friends

I started to think it would help

We talked on the phone

About nothing at all

I mostly listened as he would rant

He hated his life

The people inside of his walls

He needed new friends

He  told me again and again

Always felt so alone