Used

Tell me about love ... Love is blind and love is true, love is something that I think ain't true.. I've loved so much and given so much for the person I've loved.  Can't he see how broken I am by his loved that hasn't been returned..

The way that I've been used by him , the using of my body wearing it out as the days goes by ..., messaging me the only time he feels the need of sex , urging me to come over "hurry hurry he said" his needs of wanting something...hurt i feel, used by a man that doesn't love me . The opening of my legs for him to insert his dick as he got his pleasure of using my body staring in my eyes as he go deeper , I mourn and mourned due to the pain I was feeling oh no not the pain of sex the pain that I've just been used once again. Suddenly it was time to change position slowly I took my legs from around him , the removing of his dick to change position with a rush of blood dripped out of my vagina.I quickly removed myself from him , embarrass I say the seeing of blood , blood I say ... As my legs started to shake due to how my body was reacting ...worried I say he was, worried about my health . The next day a phone call , 10 in the morning I should say I've missed his calls ... I then saw messages saying let's call this off, he then think about me and my health ... Once he did it again nothing new about him, the using and dumping of my ass .. Suddenly a rush of brokenness came over me ... Trying to tell him my health is fine. no love  I say he feels for me. I then said at least do it properly and leave me alone for good , blocking and unblocking messaging me just for you're need , need of sex . Not knowing who cares about him ... He pushes the one that cares about him the most and let In  the ones that doesn't give a toss about him . Love I say ... Love of hurt ... It's best not giving you're all cause you will get hurt !