Vilify

Shower after shower,

I lavish myself

With engravings of vituperation

That enfold my repulsive corpse

Maybe it's kismet-

That i obtain this enmity for myself

Her blue eyes cry

As if asking why

I contemplate quickly

For extenuating circumstances

Feeling pique towards her

For caring

My feelings continue to be

Ineffable

While i remain Inconsolable