"I cannot go through this again."The second I whispered those words my fate had been sealed. A promise made is a promise broken.It is the hymn of destruction that the weak utter without knowing it's awful power.It is a summoning.The tides turned the axis of the world to roar and crash upon me when I was too sober to even lift up my head.I fucked up and I challenged the world by trying to quit.I had to go through it again.