VIVID

looking at you through this hole in my heart

i have to say this i just don't know where to start

i'm trying to keep up and just do my part  

remember formal when i pushed you in that cart?

it all feels like a dream and this is vivid

i'm going literally now because metaphors got me livid 

my hearts pounding now, i'm shaking and riveted

i miss the old me because now i feel divided

my pockets full of sand and im weighed down now

looking all around me and asking how