The voices inside me

(poems go here) I hear a voice in my head That told me i surpass the rest I can't be put to a test Because i already passed them all I felt on top I know i can never fall I was the paramount of my own life I met what I said And you better not even think to ask me to repeat it twice I was the best so I wasn't nonthing nice Inside of me love and hate always got into fights My heart once screamed I would rue the day I became so mean But I ignored the sreams I am to callow to care I would disgress from the voices within To check on my life without I still had my gun Yea I'm alright This gang thing is the life for me And I engulf every person in red I see Because I'm a blue And everybody knew My mind told me to rectify all my wrongs But I've been this way to long I walk with my head up And one hand on my gun When people see me they run Now I feel bloody and cold And now that heart that was screaming is now a hole ...............................shot that's what I was and when I went down all I saw was smiles around me I guess I should of listend to the voices inside me