A void in my heart

There is this void in my heart created not too back but recent

Irony being it's not empty but filled with sadness like a part of me is lost

Comparable with a crusader in the field with no aim

The loss only in his part none to take the blame

Losing or winning is not a concern left now

Just draaging the cart of life no clue how

There were times when a joyful heart had dreams

But now with shattered dreams things do not seem visible

All hidden in the clouds of darkness or maybe absent

The void in my life may not be paermanent but the one in my heart is

No sparkle in eyes, no blossom that's all I miss

Time has stagnated, life has come to a stop

Everything is complete but that in my part is not

The joker from me is gone leaving the pierrot behind

All converted to zero blankness left in mind

I see it as a beautiful moon not full but crescent

There is a void created in my heart not too back but recent