Void You Caused

What am I doing

what am I feeling

Nothing is the answer to both

I feel this emptiness in my heart

I don't feel anything but sadness and pain

I feel bad because I am using you to fill the void

To try to feel something I haven't felt in a long time

But I still feel nothing

I don't know what has caused me to feel this way

But I have felt it for so long and I just want it all to end

I want this void to be filled

This emptiness to end

Honestly if I died right now I wouldn't care

Because that would mean that emptiness would end