W/ hate

you were everything

i poured out my heart to you

wondering if  you felt the same

because it seems they never do

you were elated

and i was too, at first

but now im anoyed, aggravated

thinking your the worst

i gave you my heart, my soul

i fell a little too far, into love

but now those feelings are old

im not busty enough

not ghetto enough

you didnt say them

i felt it

You were my first 7th grade crush

so yes now i dont say hi

or smile or wave to you

because you never gave me back the heart 

that i gave to you

so yes it kindas hurts

when ever i see your face

now im forced to hate you with love

and love you with hate.