Waiting

Sitting here waiting buzzzz You text me, “Be right down” “Be right down” turns into Searching for a song on the radio -night radio ….waiting buzzzz You text me, “Sorry had to do laundry. On my way.” On the lookout… waiting. For you. For future. For love. For happiness. Still waiting. TAP TAP- on my car window No longer waiting. Waving, smiling greeting The nights air is cold We park and go up To your room You show me things I’ve never seen views stars photos creating memories Told me what I want to hear. Wrapping me around your Perfectly primed finger. The sun rises. The light illuminates truths. I’m blinded by its glorious rays. Off I go, intoxicated by “foolish emotions” Then, shortly, I’m left again Waiting For a message A response An answer Left second guessing myself Devastated Insecure Still waiting for a Reason why.