Even when I feel like the world is against me
I still try to make other ppl smile & show positivity
God what I did I do to deserve so much pain
All I did was be born, is my life a joke am I a clown just here to entertain?
I see other people being blessed
While I sit at home all the time stressed
People want what they can't give
I give what I can't get
I smoke to cope & forget
Then the high comes down & nothing has changed So it all remains the same
Mfs stay runnin game
Like karma don't exist
God never said life would be this easy, gon be some turns & a twist
But I wish it wasn't always so rough
Man I done had enough....