Walk Away
I did it.
You said just a step out would make a difference in the divide between friends and lovers.
Well that step might as well have been a leap for me
But guess what? I took the step.
The only problem was that step was too small for you
and once again I become invisible,
Once again my unimaginably strong,
confusing,
LOUD,
Brave,
feelings are missed
I transformed my ribcage from flesh into glass so that you could see my heart
And I wore a disguise so that the moment would be private and fully ours
But you didn't come alone
I tried to find you alone, but I couldn't open the door to honest vulnerability to have it closed on me again
So I walked back to the trap of safety and comfort
I forgot about the power in walking away
I forgot about the hurt of abandoning a dream
I forgot how a dying dream screams
But you won't know that
I won't let you know that
Because deep down I know you are blind and your blindness is oblivious to only you
So my dear friend,
Please revive this dream in me
Please see me
Just walk away
Because there is power in that
There is a deep pain in that
And there is a destruction in that