War will be over one day .

It hurts when I see my parents, their stare and expectations are drowning me . It hurts when I see myself , falling apart , where's the girl in me ? Who was so energetic and now it's draining me . How far I 've come ? I lost my innocence . I was forced to see the real faces. Everything is changing , life is just passing by . However there is nothing changed in my life. I am still fighting ,I don't know how long, I have to fight this war with my thoughts. I still cannot believe it, how miserable I 've become . My dream won't just be left as a dream . I am scared. I hope this feelings fades away. I know I am having hard time but, I 'll try my best not to waste my life. One day I am going to look back and say , "Thank god I didn't give up ." I 'll keep going. No matter what's on my way. This war will be over one day. __ Poonam