Was I born right

I thought this threw, but I just don't know? I am a girl but used to think I could be a boy. I know that's weird, how do you think I feel? I now know that, that's okay to think that way. Now I don't care what I am as long as I am happy. But I'm not happy I can't figure out why. I sometimes wish I was a boy. But other times I am fine the way I am. What am I that I don't know but I know if I tell my family they will look at me like I'm crazy. But I know if I do decide to change because that's who I am than so be it.🤷