Watch Your Back

Here I go aiming at my thoughts again lost my innocence stolen from me by my closest friend First it was a family friend and it wasn't metaphorically if my people pieced together the story they would know who But just a thought what if I kept in all my secrets and never spoke held in my demons would anybody stop to listen all my misery man can you hear it Calling to lord above save one of your many sons painful story listen up but the world don't give a fuck Gun aimed right at my head pull the trigger is what I said suicidal bridal shower with death Take this poison from me man I'm begging for free loosen the shackles I have around my feet Help me I'm looking for salvation I'm in a dark lit room and I don't think I'm gonna make it My mama's constantly drinking it don't feel like she love me I keep getting bullied no ones here to support me Knife placed on my wrist if I pull right its sure to slit then I bleed onto the the floor and Xavier is no more What does it take to get attention from the god above or even mama just try catch me before I blow up You got me twisted looking for what I'm missing if God put me on this mission where's the end I'm trynna get there