We are not here for you

You lied

U told me u was going to help me 

U lied 

U told me that u was going to love me 

U lied 

U told me that you wasn’t going let me go 

U lied 

I been through hell, depression, Headache, sleep, beatings

You came for a while 

then you floated off into the sky thinking you was going to take me with u 

U lied 

and never came back 

that’s misst up

But I beat you ..... 

I eliminated you from my life 

I suffer too much for you to come back now 

You not going to take me away from my war

I’m still being ship

On my way up 

I................................

I feel back damn in a world that killed me 

Why tf do i have to be the one that ended up back into the trap huh

Why me 

Is it because I’m black 

Is it because my dad  told me to believe in u and trust in you with me secrets 

Or Is it because I just can’t ..get ...over you 

Can you please just help me 

Please