We had sex

We had Sex, 

I mean Not one of the Physical kind but The one most effective when unprotected. The one that leaves me impregnated In My Mind with broken promises, shortened forevers, and bitter sweet lies that I believed because - because it was YOU who I let in . It was you who kept coming and coming again so I kept you around because I enjoyed your company . But also was you who abandoned me My mom always warned me about how men think but I didn't think . I didn't assume this would be you she sad never let them in . Keep your legs closed . So I did she said let them explore your mind . So I did . I let you continuously fuck my mind with thoughts of a you and me and me and a you and you and I so unprotected we had sex . And you kept coming . And I let you in . Now we have a beautiful basterious  baby called memories you don't even wanna support . But I let you in again and now we have history . History , and memories , and the bittersweet lies , and shortened forevers, and broken promises all of these kids and I can't get no damn support but again i let  you back in . And we Had Sex