we think life is a game

we think life is a game but all we get is a turn u live and u learn this is real no perm one moment we fall to our fleshy desires and demands and fall victim cause we don't desern we fall victim not cause its powerful but because deep in side us we hide wat we want and that's all temptation does is uses the things we want but once we get hurt we go praying and running to the church and once the church heals that hurt we quickly leave the church then it happens again but this time it seem it wont end were in a repeated cycle and we need to realize God is no toy he's our friend but yet still it wont end cause we put up a false verisimultude and try to say amen but God knows our hearts so he still wont except it then 
we try to put a lock on the door to our heart and close and lock it from within. calling urselves lock out God from getting in but wat we need to do is just let him in and then the true healing shall really begin cause then well be living in the actual truth that God wanted us to live in.