Weighted partakings

Before I take anything for MySelf .... I try to remind Myself of what's worth the take'n of anything I deem as Mine. It is then, best left up to, My autonomy's authority over Me. I'm learning to only take to, only what is worth... exactly Me. Any more or less, then it's not worth Me and I will never be taken as Me and I'll never be happy with Myself. If I can't know My worth, then how can I even expect Anyone else to take Me as I need to be worth when I don't know how to even be Me? I'm figuring Myself out now. I have been learning to trust Myself in My Own hands. The more I weigh MySelf in, on anything that partakes of Me .... will always require I must LEARN TO trust the worth I base Myself from. Whereby I Am only to speak and do just as, only I know how to. By what is My purest value of I Am. I stay in My point of ORIGIN.... a place only Godly and I exist. So I'm deciding with My Own WILL to be exactly Me... The Person I can Live with. My dear sweet Shinynees.... You My Love inspired and pulled out these thoughts to express what You, Our inner Child has been facing Us and saying. I'm just saying.... ME