That Weird Age

19. The mark of being an adult for a whole year. The time that you can legally buy tabacco in Alaska. Old enough to be charged as an adult but young enough that older guys are afraid to date you. afraid that maybe there is some loophole where they can't be more than a year older than you or there's a chance of going to jail. 19. The age that i fell in love with a 32 year old man. Beautiful to me but no Mr. Depp. But his mind and heart are beautiful. So beautiful that you can't help falling in love. Maybe it's not love. Maybe this is what hormone filled lust feels like. Doubt it. I think of him all day and swear that I see him out of the corner of my eye. I want him to want me, too. Deep down i know he doesn't. THis little girl with an annoying infatuation with him that he doesn't know how to gently let down. Well here we go.