We'll be stronger together

We'll always be together or so I thought. I'll always say we'll always be friends but even the others know what I feel and know more than what I'll ever see. I wonder what I did wrong and what I can do to reverse everything I've done to cause you such pain. Sometimes I want to talk to you or maybe even show you how I feel but I'm scared to see what you'll say since all that matters is what you think of me anyway, sometimes I hate you and even think of hurting you but both of us know I wouldn't do that especially to you out of all people I'd never treat someone like that, and you know that. I wonder if you think about me daily ever wondering my innermost thoughts and dreams that could maybe lead you back to me. I hope you think of me daily and miss me when you see different things that have a melody and a sense of rhythm that show my characteristics. Maybe one day we'll be together, and we'll get over the past and what has happened, I'll always say we were once stronger together because we always had each other, and I know that could happen again but for now I'll let you come to me on your own way.