Went against my OWN rules

When the year started, I told myself that I'm not going to crush on anyone or be in a relationship with anyone I got to varsity, and for the first month I followed my rule, I didn't crush on anyone, I didn't let anyone talk me into a relationship and then I met you, I don't know when or how, but I just fell for you, fast, it's now the 2nd month since school started and I still like you, I want to tell you but your past experiences and how love was never fair to you scares me, you don't know how it feels for a girl to be about you, and only you I hope one day I can get the courage to tell you just how much I like you, your smile and all your imperfections and silly jokes, I'll accept you with all of that. I'll cherish you and I'll never hurt you. I hope one day I can tell you all that and I pray and hope that you'll believe me.