What is this?

What is this type of shit that we grow? That we harvest n kept bottled down that even we just don't know. The type of shit to make a grown as man weak. The type of shit that makes us want to cut some cunts throat, hang them upside down just to drip for a week then drive 6hours to ditch them in a creek. The type of shit that makes you want to do anything for a female even when all else fails you would still stand up n fight to find the holy grail. The type of shit that makes people close two people closer making music with the beat of our heart's being eachother's composer. The type of shit that makes a mans mind crazy looses all types of energy n shit and becomes so dam lazy. The type of shit that can make you feel like you're amazing n awesome n together all of our feelings blossom. What is this type of shit..... .............Ohhh feelings. Is that what it is?