What am I doing

Friday night,

shower, make up, dress slutty,

music turned on, 

friends over, 

bring drinks,

party until two,

Loud,

laugh and talk and sing,

Smile,

happy, carefree,

Dance, 

girl, guy.

Saturday morning,

shower, glasses, sweats,

music turned on,

friends gone,

coffee to get through,

homework until two,

Quiet,

think and see and feel,

Frown,

sad, worried,

Sit,

me, myself.