what am i to you

What am I to you

am I this toy you play with until you get bored

Or am I this Twisted thing you called love

Or am I just a game of Search and Destroy

you told me you loved me

but why what was it all for but since I didn't show you anything I became a bore

When I told you I loved you you already found another

left me in the dark just like the others

why what have I done to deserve so much hatred

but when I beg for you you tell me to go

is it cuz so do too much affection

or is it because I told you I loved you

see this is why I don't say love and mean it

it has been 6 months you're still with her but you came back for me

 “ I still love you” “ come back please” “ I really love you”

so then I come back not because you want me to because I love you

even though I know she's still in the picture I have a weird thing of Hope

maybe you'll see if she's not the right one considering I was the one that I when you cried

for considering she was the one who made you cry why can't you see I'm the girl who  you are meant to be

I feel like we were meant to be but you push me aside like I was nothing

I'm not nothing but I keep coming back to the person who treats me like I am so don't underestimate me

I will come back knowing I'll get destroyed but don't take that into consideration to fuck with me again