What Could be, What Could have Been, or What IS

I wonder and wonder of what could be

For I can never clearly see

I wish and strive for glimpses

But, I am often left

Oh Poet, Just a hug and a release

Will put me at peace

I sadden at what could have been

I Bend to see You always

Oh Poet, amore, what have you Done?

Is misery worth this?

I truly wonder

Oh Poet, can you Gift me one last

I ask of you

Do you feel what I feel

Do you feel what I know

Do you forget what I feel

Do you return what I feel

Oh Poet, I adore you

Oh Poet, I wish you

Oh Poet, kill me

Oh Poet, I love you