What Did I Do?
What did I do wrong?
To make her hate me so
Is it because I’m different?
Or is it more?
What did I do to ruin her life?
I didn’t mean to be conceived
I didn’t mean to waste her money
On all the things I need
I didn’t mean to have red hair
Or my dad’s blue-green eyes
I didn’t mean to get abused and raped
I never meant to lie
I don’t mean to feel depressed
I don’t mean to be a freak
I didn’t mean to fall in love
With a man older than me
I didn’t mean to see through your act
Or not care what you think
I’m sorry I realized I deserve more
And won’t let you manipulate me
I apologize for never trusting you
But, you never learned to love
I am so glad I will escape soon
And you’ll be sorry when I’m gone