What to do?

What am I to do when my heart has dissolved into a thousand grains of deserted sand. Blown away by Gods gentle breath, from his holy hands. What am I to do when my heart longs for my love. I wish I could fly away and be where he is, fly away like a dainty dove. What am I to do when I cant be where his, Lord I wish I knew. My body is aching for just one soft touch, from me to you. He is where he is an I am where I am, I'm just awaiting that brown skin to touch, feel, taste, and embrace all of that. What am I to do? He seems so far away. Ill keep him in my my heart and thats where he'll stay.