What Do I Deserve?

Do I deserve someone that hurts me or love me? 

Loves me isn't that what everyone would say?

I was inlove at one point, 

I loved him like he was apart of me, 

loved him like i would want someone to love my own child. 

But did he feel the same way? 

Did he treat me as if i was loved? 

Was lying to me love? 

Was cheating love? 

Was abusing me love? 

Tell me, someone please. 

Is that love?

Or is love, 

Someone who cares about my well being.

Someone who motivates me.

Someone who never dare to lay there hands on me. 

Someone who would never lie to hurt me.

Tell me, what do I deserve?