What do I want?
White space
Neverending
All alone
I don’t remember
“What do you want?”
someone asks
“What do you mean?”
I say back
The voice is silent
perhaps pondering
perhaps gone
but then it returns
“Do you want money?”
The voice asks
I furrow my brow
“Why would I want that?”
The voice is silent
and I wait once more
“Do you want sunlight,
The wind on your face,
The stars and the moon,
or the ocean instead?”
The voice was small
panicked and confused
I closed my eyes
and shook my head
“No, none of those will do.”
I sigh and try
to remember again
what I want,
if anything at all
“What do you want?”
The voice asks again
trembling, upset.
Then it hits me.
“Love.”
I reply
“Love? What’s that?”
I open my eyes
and smile
for what feels like the first time.
“It’s more precious than things.
It’s more precious than life.
It’s better than any feeling.
It’s eternal and bright.”
All falls quiet,
and I wait once again.
A door far away
opens then shuts
The voice is a little girl
she carries a box
The box is plain
not encrusted
nor ornate
but I smile
because I know
What happens next.
The girl brings me the box
and I undo the latch.
“What is it?”
She asks.
“Love.”
I reply.
“The one thing I need.”
I open the box
and show her what’s inside
and the girl understands
and for the first time
smiles.