What Else Can I Give You

What else can I give you?

When I’ve already given you the deepest parts of me?

I've given you everything 

Can't you see?

I have nothing left to give you

Just let me be

I’ve been told to get you off my mind

But the truth is I can't

And I don't think I will ever be able to

I’ll always carry this heavy weight on my back

You left my heart in pieces

Shredded so much that it will never be able to be put back together again

Like to how it was

Before I met you

That was the best and the worst day

Of my entire life

Your presence was both a blessing and a 

Curse

And somehow as time moves on slowly

It hurts even worse

I thought it would start to go away

I guess I was wrong 

Your the reason why I’m up at 3 am 

Crying to all these sad songs

Tell me why I see you everywhere

Even in my dreams

You’ll always have a piece of me 

Will it be enough to mend my broken seams?

Was it a mistake?

My mind is slowly fading to black

I’ll just let those thoughts run through my head

As I feel my heart deeply crack