What Have I Done?

What have I done?

Where have I gone?

I'm not who I'm meant to be.

I don't know why I can't see.

I've  lost myself in a game.

I no longer know my own name.

I'm just not the same.

I feel so lame.

I am the only one to blame.

It's all my fault.

I'm stuck in this cault.

That knows only wrong.

But thats not me.

Why can't I see?

What have I done?

Where have I gone?

Why can't I be strong?

I know what is right.

Why can't  I fight.

I see no light.

So dark and cold.

My body is ready to fold.

This aint me.

Where am I?