what he actually meant

“I love you but not in the way that you love me. I love how you kill yourself just so I can breathe. I love how you can't sleep at night because I linger around your thoughts. I love how I can treat you in any way, and still you will choose to fall deeper in love with the potential you think I have. What I love the  most is that you love me so much, you have no time to love yourself, or anyone else…….”