What is this Hell I see

you have left me

I'm am nothing

I'm mere ash 

compared with what i was

you've created me

you have become me

I have become you

what have I done to deserve this

this this pain

my wretched pain

my horable guilts

my horrendous lies

these eyes that I despise

this body that cant be mine

I'm not beautiful

I'm not reckless

I'm weird

I'm not unusual

I'm  not normal

what have you done to me?

I'm not who I once was

what the hell have I become?

 have I really become your hell

the hell you cant come back from

ive fallen and i cant posably get back up

but i can and i will

your my hell

my pain 

my sorrows

i dont need you

you dont need me

i cant belive you

you wont belive me

im leaving and

you cant stop me!

goodbye my daer because frankly

I dont give a damn.

I'm worthy of being who I want to 

what I want to become

and following my own damn dreams

goodbye my own personal hell

I don't need you.