What I got

You ask me what's holding me back and why I ain't call you it shouldn't be that hard when love ture an no I'm not in love an how do I know every word you speak ture how do I know you accepted me an every thing that come with me I feel like it's to much to put on you so maybe this is my punishment karma from a past life but I got loyalty that what he got he never truly turn on me he never left my side an know I don't think he love me but we got loyalty and with you it's to much uncertainty its passion it raw fellin yes I fell alive but how long we'll it last before you move on to the next how do I know I got your loyalty the second I act unfavorable how do I know you wouldn't tell me to dip