What i have become

As a fawn in life The world seemed filled with good Everything is something everyone could Ever since 5 I dreamed of being a man’s wife, Then life became more real As I grew more old The rain even seemed increasingly cold And my colors became a worn teal, Now I dream differently I am fancying to be a woman’s wife Help the ones’ who went farther down a bad road in life I start to lust after smaller things without any certainty, Many words can describe girls like me Odd, Crazy, Unclear, or even Mad I could even tell you that I am Sad But I believe I am superior escapist that holds all the keys, Even in a bull dozer society, I manage to be what I am inside.